Celebrity Infatuation?

It's not that unusual to have an infatuation for a celebrity or for someone older. As long as you don't act on your thoughts and keep them to yourself, you should be fine. It's also not unusual to like or be attracted to older people. I have a daughter that's married to someone my age and has been for several years and they have a great relationship. As long as you can follow this person in print or through other media and find interest, then that is perfectly healthy and normal. You could call it a fantasy, especially since you have some ual interest in this person.